Just 1 More

Apparently Kk had a dream last night that mommy had another baby. She asked "when can we have just one more baby." Ah the thoughts of just one more... tiny shoes, baby powder, and sweet tiny baby coo's - it all makes my uterus jump thinking about... but daddy on the other hand had a knee jerk reaction, "HECK NO!." Well, he actually used a different 'H' word but we're keeping this G-rated. It tickles a tiny fancy inside my heart when I think about it too. There's a spot in my heart where I know one more wouldn't fill it; it will take many more because that tiny spot in my heart I now realize is to be filled with volunteering... maybe even foster caring. I love the idea of just one more but daddy not so much. I do like the idea of two hands - two kids. You each fit perfectly beside me. You both snuggle in just right when we watch movies or read books. If we had three of you - where would the third one go? So, that's the reasoning we have for no more babies... where would we put a third. It's that simple I guess, cut and dry, black and white. There's no other way to put it more appropriately... we fit perfectly as a family of 4. We fit perfectly in the car. We can pick up and go when we want to. We can do fun things together - like ride bikes or go play at the park without worry that you will wander off. We can go to the library and you can cozy up with a book or just browse them all if you choose. We're in a new phase of life with you both - this is perfection and we like it. No more babies my darlings... only us. Forever. xo